Imbecile

I feel as though I'm going to explode. I'm so stupid sometimes.

Negativity is like a pit. I'm negative. I don't want to be negative. I'm negative for being negative. I then inspire negativity in another. The moment is lost. Something that could have been beautiful is destroyed.

I have the ability to make her disappear by flicking my fingers over the keyboard. I hate that. I'm afraid to talk. Everything I say, I feel stupid afterwards. It always brings my mind back to the fact that this is my own doing.

Praying only seems to help 10% of the time. I'm desperate.