So much pain.


Everything in my heart wants to cry out. I'd rather take responsibility for blocking out the sun.

I'd rather be anyone else.


I question her ability to be calloused. If she hadn't run away from the problems, would it be so easy now?
If she were to come back would she be able to look me in the eye and be so straight-faced about this? The same girl who was crying in my arms? I can't understand it. I just feel painful confusion.


I'd give anything for this to end.

I've felt broken for so long now.