Forgetting You're Gone

I dreamt last night.
It was so vivid.
I was on a school bus. I was oblivious to what was outside the windows.
Sitting in front of me was some girl and she had a jar that she was showing everyone. Inside the jar was a fascinating, endangered creature. Some type of aquatic or insect life, not sure. Very deep colors on it, and the jar was filled with some hazy liquid, so the creature was only visible when you had the jar at the right angle. Much like looking through a diamond.

She offers it to me as a gift. I accept, and contently stare at my new companion. Then some other dude gets angry after a while or something, and breaks the jar. I try to save the creature but it dies. I freak out on the guy and throw him out of the bus, and turn around very sad about the death of my companion. Then I see a glimpse of her on the back of the bus. It's the girl from my past. Why is she here? I slowly walk towards her. I see her face and she's crying. Not like something just upset her, but like she's been crying for a long time. I can't describe the emotions that were running through me at this point. She slowly stands up, and we embrace. The tears slowly come to a stop, and no words are exchanged. The bus is suddenly empty except for her and me, it's dark out. I walk up to the front of the bus and start driving. I look back at her and we smile at each other, then an alarm goes off. I wake up. Turn off alarm. Wtf.

Dreams like this are the worst, because for a few moments I forget that we were ever apart. Then I wake up and my heart is where that dream was, and almost immediately starts to give me a problem about where I've gotten myself in reality.